Monday, April 17, 2006

Thoughts of you are like remnants of blood in my sink

A fat kids dream desk (the little debbie desk)

The place where i am loved but not wanted here





i pictured a place that is and always will be heaven
to the eyes ears nose and mouth
but most of all my dying heart can soothe and regain its love and affection for all
but especially you
there's a special place knowing no end
to me myslef and whatever i become
this thing inside that ticks away
ticks slower with each comming day
but this place reminds me i am loved but not wanted here
eyes sulk with the burden of never-ending tears
i am loved but not wanted here
pain is only the beggining which binds us all together
the meadows somewhere will appear and everything will be all right
will be all right
i am loved but not wanted here
eyes sulk with the burden of never-ending tears
this place reminds me
it reminds me there's a special place knowing no end
to me myslef and whatever i become
this thing inside that ticks away
ticks away slower with each comming day
this place reminds i am loved but not wanted here
eyes sulk with the burden of never-ending tears
i am loved but not wanted here
you are not loved or wanted here

You have past him twice but your eyes will never meet agian

I live in a world where friends mean enemies and and love means murder

Monday, April 10, 2006

Your last breath will fog my knife





The lies are hard to spread thin
But it's so easy to control
Weakness is your savior,
But there's nothing left to save
This is family tradition pass on in fear
Unconditional love for a fuckin' stranger?
Nails driven in me, for I have sinned
Your ambition bleeds on a cross
Security bleeds on a cross
Your hope bleeds on a cross
Your life bleeds on a cross
I'd kill for nothing, you'll die for anything
Easier said than done, so easy to take the fall
A scapegoat for all your insecurities
Excuse me;a hero;a man made god;
For all your insecurities
Walk that sunday tightrope
When the safety net fails who will you follow?
Another sheep has fallen
Bleed your choices made, with security in mind
A scapegoat for all your insecurities
Excuse me;a hero;a man made god;
For all your insecurities
And when the last savior is destroyed
I'll dust myself off and just walk away
As you've taught me, as you've tought us all
A prayer for the dying, a prayer for you
The hopeless